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Pittsburg.. New York

Here I am !! After first trip in Greyhound buses of US ; from Columbus to Pittsburg...Journey of 6 hours with two breaks.. was that tiring... naaaaa......Somehow travelling in US is always fun... Its snowing heavily here @ Pittsburg since morning and temperature is sub zero.. This is a beautiful place with nice landscapes. Intend to go to Sri Venkateswaraya temple and then head towards New York: already excited at the thought of it... but this time a full review of visit to come up here unlike previous visit..

Happy Alone !!

The moments associated with change are most difficult to handle for me especially when the change is visible. There is no denying the fact that Life is all about change but sometimes you get so used to for living in one part of world with someone that it becomes part of your life. The whole set up becomes your life. For sometime, thats how you define your life. But one fine day a change comes; either from your within or from outside world and moves the entire setup. Sometimes you challenge the whole reality of your being and shake the whole set up or this change is forced upon you by n number of circumstances. Much aptly stated in Who Moved My Cheese, my Cheese has been moved. A roomie has walked out and another walked in after vacation. I am not dependent on either of them but I like them both personally. Only change that is going to come is in the intererpersonal distance. I dread people moving away from me. I know they are right there but there is someting within my that tells me t

'Realizations'

Its a dark night after tornado passed this place few hours back. Everything around is so silent, so numb including my own self. And once again this heart, this mind is going back to same place that it belongs to, to my home, to my people. There are questions thronging my end but I am turning deaf ears to them. I have come to realize certain things in past couple of days which has made me stop questioning. "I have realized that humans are just humans in all parts of world." Everywhere they respect & fear nature equally. There is nothing like superstition, its the way you look at it. I was shocked to have been refused beer bottle at 'Walmart' on Sunday but the reason for the same was even more shocking. I was informed that 'Indiana' state has a 'Law' which prohibits the sale of Liquor on Sunday: "For religious reason". For a while I questioned myself, why back home in India we question the sanctity of religious days, festivals. Why Indians

'Faasla'

ye majbooriyan, chahi anchahi duriyan, baithe hain tanha soche ki, kaash mit jayein ye duriyan woh hain dil ke kareeb magar aankhon se bahut dur, nikle the ghar se hum ik din chahton ka leke dil mein saroor. sab jaan kar samajh kar khud ko kiya tha un se dur, aaj dur hue hai itna ki ho gaye hain majboor. duriyan badhti rahi, in majbooriyon ke darmiyan na kar sake hum hausla na lauta sake khud ko woh aashiyan chah kar bhi kadam na wapis laut paye hain dur aagaye hain hum itna ki dhoondhle lagte wo saye hain. tamannayein ab bhi magar dil mein kuch baaki hain. tamanaon-majburiyon mein ik hod si jagi hai. jeetega kaun is mein ye dekhna abhi baki hai. nai mumkin asaani se is haar jeet ka faisla, aakhir hona hai is se tey khattam hoga kaise-kab ka ye 'fasla' !!