Life.... It Goes On !!

na jane kya mila kuch kho kar na jane kya mila kuch pa kar, jo paya hi nahi tha kabhi, na jane kya mila aaj use luta kar. baat do karte hasrat thi ye humhari na jane kya paya hum ne aaj apni baat un par luta kar. samajh kar bhi hum naadan hi rahe keh nahi paye woh baat jo 'dil' din raat hum se kahe alfaaz chand aaye zubaan pe keh na paye jab hue wo saamne chale gaye hain woh to ab sochte hain hum, kya paya aakhir hum ne.... fir se unka didaar pa kar isi kash-m-kash mein jhoojhte hain zindagi mein nai raah koi dhoondhte hain sochte hain jee lenge unki chahat mein fir poochte hain khud se, e 'aks', aakhir kya paya tumne unko chah kar aadaab 'aks'

I keep wondering how to best put my thoughts across. Sometimes these come out in form of poetry, sometime as chat with friends, sometimes these die a premature death in my mind itself. Everytime I promise myself that I will write these down but am never able to. Reason ? May be coz I never think the same way with same intensity the moment a moment passes. May be thats what happens with all... But this moment is really different for me as the thoughts are intense enough to push me to writting what I feel this moment. It sounds like I wanna share this with myself ... Its been over a year and half ever since I last met this close friend of mine 'Neetu'. She has been around but we both know how much has the world, her world and mine too changed over this time... and if there is something that has not changed between us two it is that understanding which always existed silently... There have been differences in thoughts, opinions towards life, self and our actions but still somethin